Post by avalikia on Feb 1, 2010 23:52:31 GMT -5
Characters:
Niabi - Female Elk
Roscoe - Male Whitetail Deer
Setting:
Maple Glade
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It's early afternoon and Aylen is taking a nap, so Niabi is just finishing off a lunch of assorted shrub bits. Her desire to talk to Roscoe has only grown since she last saw him, but her close tie to Aylen makes it difficult to seek him out. Still, she figures that if she hangs out in the maple glade she'll eventually get her chance to talk to him, either because he finds the time to spare or because he'd like to get this over with so that she'll leave.
Roscoe is of course in the glade. When he's not out scoring the habitat for any traces of predators or other deer, he's always here. Wandering having winded down a bit, the buck enters the dim light of the main 'hall' of the area, and takes in a breath. What scent would be on that breath but that of the newly returned cow, Niabi, and her new calf. On the one hand, he is glad that she's here.. he knows that they need to talk. The other? Not so happy. Having just awoken from a very brief nap, the first in days, the Prince is still groggy, and it shows in his steps that aren't quite as graceful as usual, though he figured the others would be off.. somewhere. Searching the area, he sees the figure of the cow in the distance, and lets out a huff of breath, before he picks up the pace, toward her and her daughter.
The movement of the buck isn't difficult for Niabi to spot, and when she sees him coming she finishes one last mouthful before turning to meet him halfway. Her gaze lingers on Aylen for a moment but, reassuring herself that the calf will be safe for however long this takes, her eyes refocus on Roscoe. Her manner is different than he'd be used to seeing; it's distant and businesslike. Truthfully on the inside she's boiling hot with anger towards him, but she knows that isn't a helpful thing to be feeling right now so she suppresses it. With so much being carefully hidden, what is left on the surface seems strangely empty. "If you're ready to talk, now is a good time," Niabi says.
Figures. He should've known better, and done all to avoid the lead cow, but he did not. Instead, he'd done the morally right thing, and wandered down toward her. Though obviously not intimidated by her in any way, he still flicks his ears back at what she says, and takes in a breath. "I suppose it would be." He murmurs, and lifts his head, ready to hear what she has to say, whether he likes it or not.
Nodding her head, Niabi pauses for just a moment as she decides how she wants to begin. But finally she says, "You already know how I feel about what happened while I was gone. And I heard what you had to say about it," and the way she looks away while she says this indicates how she feels about what he said. Turning her eyes back to the buck, she says, "Is there anything else you want to add?"
Roscoe scoffs, and throws his head back a bit when she asks if he has anything else to add. Well, of course he does! "I do.. but I imagine it'd fall upon deaf ears." Though he was hardly the one to complain, Niabi seemed to be rather set in his ways, just as Roscoe was. They were two very different deer, and this sort of conflict was only bound to happen. Regardless, he speaks his bit anyway. "You are just as guilty of the state of those two as well. You abandoned them, without even the courtesy of letting them know where you went." He said, his voice taking on a bit of bitterness, since he didn't like being blamed for something that didn't even go wrong. "The elk belonging to your herd are fully grown adults.. if they really needed protection by something smaller than them.." He trailed off, and then waited for her to speak up.
Speak up she does, but not immediately. Instead she listens, thinks carefully over what Roscoe said, and her voice is calm when she replies, "Perhaps I am. I won't lie and say that I'm not partly responsible. But I also have the responsibilities of a mother for her daughter - not Aylen, but my eldest daughter, my third born." She pauses, but she doesn't let that hang in the air for too long before she adds, "And please, can we not turn this into a discussion about who needs what. Obviously the past year has proven that the elk don't /need/ the whitetails and vice versa, since both seem to be surviving just fine." Her voice stays remarkably calm throughout all of this, her expression blank but her eyes watching Roscoe's every reaction carefully.
At least the conversation was staying calm and civil. The last thing the buck wanted to get into was a loud argument over who did what and what was who's fault. In fact, he didn't want to argue at all. He had half a mind to just agree with whatever she said and be done with it. At least that way he could just wander back into the deep glade and rest some more. It was obvious that he wasn't in good shape. There was even a bit of paleness to his fur that seemed sickly.. but he would never admit anything being wrong, and it wasn't even close to being brought up. Instead, he doesn't even bother to speak up this time, and simply nods.
Niabi waits in silence for a few moments to see if Roscoe will add anything else, and when he doesn't her lips purse in mild disappointment. Figures that's all he'd have to say. "Well, if that's it, then I have a few questions," she says abruptly, "And the first one is: When I disappeared, did you look for me? Not 'did you hope to run across my scent during your regular patrols' but did you try specifically to find me?" Her careful observation of the buck only intensifies at the conclusion of the question, as she doesn't just want to know the answer but also how Roscoe feels about answering it.
"No." He answers bluntly, with the accompaniment of a shake of his head. Ears tilt downward, and he lets out a breath. "You have to understand, Niabi.. you disappeared during an important time for all of us. I hadn't assumed you were gone for good until well into the colder months, and I was worried, but I had responsibilities here." Instead of sounding defensive, he sounds.. apologetic. Strange for Roscoe, but perhaps he really has changed, as Aspen and Chanson had said. Or, maybe it was just his sickness talking.
The only reaction Niabi gives to the answer is a nod. That's all. On the inside she has a brief debate over exactly how much of that is an acceptable excuse or not, only to conclude that it largely isn't. "Did you ever ask any of the other elk if they knew where I was?" comes the second question, and this time her voice shows the faintest hint of curiosity because she can only guess at what the answer will be.
"The only time I saw either of the elk was when I happened to be traveling that way. I made an effort to at least check to see if they were still around, and they were.. but I hadn't ever spoken to any of them." He says, and sounds a bit regretful at this as well. Though most of him still believes that the Whitetails were his only priority, another part also feels like he failed the larger herd; which indeed, he had.
Nodding again, Niabi hesitates before her last question. Though she's frankly a little impressed by how Roscoe's reacting to her questions compared to how he would if she'd asked something similar before, that means that now she doesn't know how far he can be pushed safely. "When I disappeared there were three leaders of this herd: you, Tix, and myself. When I was out of the picture, which of you was responsible for the safety of the elk portion of the herd? Since they are, after all, just as much members of the herd as the whitetails." When she finishes a flicker of something crosses her face, but whatever it was she manages to suppress after only an instant.
Standing there with a dull look upon his face, Roscoe takes another deep breath as if to stabilize himself, and lets his eyes fall to the ground. "No one, I assume." He said, speaking quietly and solemnly. Though he still believed he was more innocent than guilty, he wouldn't hesitate in admitting to the wrongs he had committed against the elk members of the herd. Shaking his head, he grew quieter at the mention of Tix. "Since our fawns were born, Tix and Hotah have been missing as well." The buck said, straying from the conversation a bit. Though, he'd figured that she'd proved her point, and he'd respectfully listened and accepted blame. "After you had gone, Tix was only around semi-frequently. I was the only one left, in a sense. Though.. I should have paid more attention to them, and I apologize."
He apologizes? Well, that makes everything all better, doesn't it? Of course it doesn't! But Niabi decides that she's done poking Roscoe's conscience; what, if anything, comes of it will be up to him now. "I see," she lies, "Well, I've run out of questions and if you don't have anything more to say, then that's that. I won't bring up what happened while I was gone again unless you do." Even as she's saying it she can't quite believe that's really want she wants to say. A large part of her never wants to drop it, ever. But there are more important things to her than making Roscoe feel miserable.
After Niabi dropped the topic, Roscoe didn't say much afterward. In fact, he didn't say anything afterward. He just turned on his hooves and began to walk away. Something wasn't right with him, and it was growing into a concern. Not only could he not sleep even if he felt tired, but his appetite wasn't that great lately, either. Perhaps an infected bug had bitten him? Either way, he was feeling quite ill at the moment, and the talk had only left him in a lesser state as well. Walking slowly and rather clumsily through the maze of trees, twigs, and bushes, Roscoe soon made it to the spot that he had napped in very briefly before, and laid himself down pretty quickly, his eyes closing almost immediately.
When Roscoe turns, apparently having assumed that they're finished, the elk follows him. She is hardly blind to Roscoe's physical state, and in fact that's a small part of what she had in mind of talking about next. When the buck lays down, Niabi comments, "We aren't done. Or did you think that the past is all I wanted to talk to you about?" Perhaps it's a bit heartless of her to want to continue to talk when he's looking like this, but not only does she feel that the rest of what she has to say is important, she's also not very inclined to be nice to him at the moment.
"Niabi, I am done." He says gruffly, keeping his eyes closed throughout. There was no way he was going to sit there and talk to her about other things when he was feeling like this. And if it came down to the point where he had to just ignore her completely, then he would do just that. The buck was in no condition to talk about things that upset him, anyway.
Sighing heavily, Niabi comments, "You are exhausted and possibly sick. But I suppose talking about how the work of running the herd might be better divided so that you have time to take care of yourself is out of the question? After all, that's a luxury that a prince like you doesn't need." Though her words are clearly sarcastic, her tone is completely level as if she believes what she's saying.
As if to make matters worse, now that he did want to sleep, and he did feel tired, and he felt as if he could get some sleep.. he couldn't. Not with Niabi here, still talking to him after he'd said that he was finished. Opening his eyes, he furrowed his brow and shook his head. "The Whitetails are my responsibility." He said seriously, and scoffed a bit. "Their needs come before mine, and if I have to keep watch of this forest until it kills me, then I will." Though, the odds of taking strolls around the forest and losing a few hours of sleep here and there weren't likely to kill him at all.
"Of course the whitetails are your responsibility," Niabi quickly agrees, "Just as the elk are now Ojalo's responsibility. But just because you have the responsibility doesn't mean you have to do it all yourself. You're not expected to sacrifice yourself for the group. One of the prerogatives of a leader is to delegate some of their work onto others; an exhausted leader is useless to everyone. Or can you honestly say that you're in good enough shape to defend the herd if you needed to right now?" Yes, it definitely appears that the elk won't stop talking and the whitetail won't be getting much sleep any time soon.
Over the course of her reply, Roscoe's eyelids had become heavier and heavier, but he couldn't quite fall asleep just yet. Not with her there, talking. But, giving up his reign of the forest wasn't something that he was going to agree to. With his eyes all the way closed, the obviously tired and sickly Prince gave a response that was a lie, but hopefully it would get her to just leave him alone so he could get his rest. "I will have a talk with Chanson soon, then.. later." For a buck who wouldn't even stand to lower his head in the presence of Niabi due to his height, to now laying down and resting his head on the soft bed of leaves that he was curled up neatly on.. well, it as odd.
It's just as well that Roscoe's eyes are closed, because Niabi's control over her temper is slipping and her passive face is suddenly replaced by an angry scowl. She knows just how empty his words are, and can hardly stomach his foolish pride anymore. "Perhaps I ought to do that for you," she says, somehow managing to keep the venom from her voice. If he's even paying any attention, he'd hear her hoofsteps heading out of the glade.
Luckily, Roscoe wasn't paying any attention anymore. He'd dozed off into a weird state of mind that wasn't sleeping but wasn't awake either. It was the limbo-land inbetween, where he thought about how much he needed to sleep. A strong ache in his head was all that was needed to really push him into that sleep, and not long after her hoofsteps faded out of the area, Roscoe was catching up on some much needed Z's.
It isn't more than a handful of minutes before the same set of hoofsteps return. Nudging Roscoe none to gently, Niabi drops a thick, freshly unburied root in front of his nose and says, "Eat this, whatever's ailing you, it will help. Unless, of course, you're above such things." This time her voice is tainted with just the barest trace of her anger, but having said that she walks off again, this time in the direction of the napping Aylen. She doesn't bother to see what Roscoe does about her offering, having just about had it with the buck at this point. Though she still has much to talk to him about, she knows she needs to calm herself first, even if Roscoe were up to talking back.
Concernedly or not, Roscoe doesn't wake at the harsh nudge from Niabi. It would seem that the sleep he fell into was quite deep, and so it should have been. Over the course of the week, it wouldn't have been surprising if he got merely a few hours of sleep, most likely less than five. Scouring the land for any traces of Tix and his son, no doubt. So though the root was placed by him, it would have to wait until the Prince woke from his deep sleep. Which unfortunately, wouldn't be too soon.
It doesn't take Niabi very long to notice that Roscoe didn't wake. What does take a very long time is for her to care. Naturally inclined to be kind to anyone, with the exception of anyone trying to eat her, that is evidence enough of how far Roscoe's slipped in her opinion. And when she finally does care it's not out of concern for him that she lingers nearby, but because of how important he is to the herd itself. But whether the buck is dying or just needs his rest, she can't do anything but keep watch while he's unconscious. But keep watch she does, even though she finds herself asking why nearly the entire time.
Niabi - Female Elk
Roscoe - Male Whitetail Deer
Setting:
Maple Glade
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It's early afternoon and Aylen is taking a nap, so Niabi is just finishing off a lunch of assorted shrub bits. Her desire to talk to Roscoe has only grown since she last saw him, but her close tie to Aylen makes it difficult to seek him out. Still, she figures that if she hangs out in the maple glade she'll eventually get her chance to talk to him, either because he finds the time to spare or because he'd like to get this over with so that she'll leave.
Roscoe is of course in the glade. When he's not out scoring the habitat for any traces of predators or other deer, he's always here. Wandering having winded down a bit, the buck enters the dim light of the main 'hall' of the area, and takes in a breath. What scent would be on that breath but that of the newly returned cow, Niabi, and her new calf. On the one hand, he is glad that she's here.. he knows that they need to talk. The other? Not so happy. Having just awoken from a very brief nap, the first in days, the Prince is still groggy, and it shows in his steps that aren't quite as graceful as usual, though he figured the others would be off.. somewhere. Searching the area, he sees the figure of the cow in the distance, and lets out a huff of breath, before he picks up the pace, toward her and her daughter.
The movement of the buck isn't difficult for Niabi to spot, and when she sees him coming she finishes one last mouthful before turning to meet him halfway. Her gaze lingers on Aylen for a moment but, reassuring herself that the calf will be safe for however long this takes, her eyes refocus on Roscoe. Her manner is different than he'd be used to seeing; it's distant and businesslike. Truthfully on the inside she's boiling hot with anger towards him, but she knows that isn't a helpful thing to be feeling right now so she suppresses it. With so much being carefully hidden, what is left on the surface seems strangely empty. "If you're ready to talk, now is a good time," Niabi says.
Figures. He should've known better, and done all to avoid the lead cow, but he did not. Instead, he'd done the morally right thing, and wandered down toward her. Though obviously not intimidated by her in any way, he still flicks his ears back at what she says, and takes in a breath. "I suppose it would be." He murmurs, and lifts his head, ready to hear what she has to say, whether he likes it or not.
Nodding her head, Niabi pauses for just a moment as she decides how she wants to begin. But finally she says, "You already know how I feel about what happened while I was gone. And I heard what you had to say about it," and the way she looks away while she says this indicates how she feels about what he said. Turning her eyes back to the buck, she says, "Is there anything else you want to add?"
Roscoe scoffs, and throws his head back a bit when she asks if he has anything else to add. Well, of course he does! "I do.. but I imagine it'd fall upon deaf ears." Though he was hardly the one to complain, Niabi seemed to be rather set in his ways, just as Roscoe was. They were two very different deer, and this sort of conflict was only bound to happen. Regardless, he speaks his bit anyway. "You are just as guilty of the state of those two as well. You abandoned them, without even the courtesy of letting them know where you went." He said, his voice taking on a bit of bitterness, since he didn't like being blamed for something that didn't even go wrong. "The elk belonging to your herd are fully grown adults.. if they really needed protection by something smaller than them.." He trailed off, and then waited for her to speak up.
Speak up she does, but not immediately. Instead she listens, thinks carefully over what Roscoe said, and her voice is calm when she replies, "Perhaps I am. I won't lie and say that I'm not partly responsible. But I also have the responsibilities of a mother for her daughter - not Aylen, but my eldest daughter, my third born." She pauses, but she doesn't let that hang in the air for too long before she adds, "And please, can we not turn this into a discussion about who needs what. Obviously the past year has proven that the elk don't /need/ the whitetails and vice versa, since both seem to be surviving just fine." Her voice stays remarkably calm throughout all of this, her expression blank but her eyes watching Roscoe's every reaction carefully.
At least the conversation was staying calm and civil. The last thing the buck wanted to get into was a loud argument over who did what and what was who's fault. In fact, he didn't want to argue at all. He had half a mind to just agree with whatever she said and be done with it. At least that way he could just wander back into the deep glade and rest some more. It was obvious that he wasn't in good shape. There was even a bit of paleness to his fur that seemed sickly.. but he would never admit anything being wrong, and it wasn't even close to being brought up. Instead, he doesn't even bother to speak up this time, and simply nods.
Niabi waits in silence for a few moments to see if Roscoe will add anything else, and when he doesn't her lips purse in mild disappointment. Figures that's all he'd have to say. "Well, if that's it, then I have a few questions," she says abruptly, "And the first one is: When I disappeared, did you look for me? Not 'did you hope to run across my scent during your regular patrols' but did you try specifically to find me?" Her careful observation of the buck only intensifies at the conclusion of the question, as she doesn't just want to know the answer but also how Roscoe feels about answering it.
"No." He answers bluntly, with the accompaniment of a shake of his head. Ears tilt downward, and he lets out a breath. "You have to understand, Niabi.. you disappeared during an important time for all of us. I hadn't assumed you were gone for good until well into the colder months, and I was worried, but I had responsibilities here." Instead of sounding defensive, he sounds.. apologetic. Strange for Roscoe, but perhaps he really has changed, as Aspen and Chanson had said. Or, maybe it was just his sickness talking.
The only reaction Niabi gives to the answer is a nod. That's all. On the inside she has a brief debate over exactly how much of that is an acceptable excuse or not, only to conclude that it largely isn't. "Did you ever ask any of the other elk if they knew where I was?" comes the second question, and this time her voice shows the faintest hint of curiosity because she can only guess at what the answer will be.
"The only time I saw either of the elk was when I happened to be traveling that way. I made an effort to at least check to see if they were still around, and they were.. but I hadn't ever spoken to any of them." He says, and sounds a bit regretful at this as well. Though most of him still believes that the Whitetails were his only priority, another part also feels like he failed the larger herd; which indeed, he had.
Nodding again, Niabi hesitates before her last question. Though she's frankly a little impressed by how Roscoe's reacting to her questions compared to how he would if she'd asked something similar before, that means that now she doesn't know how far he can be pushed safely. "When I disappeared there were three leaders of this herd: you, Tix, and myself. When I was out of the picture, which of you was responsible for the safety of the elk portion of the herd? Since they are, after all, just as much members of the herd as the whitetails." When she finishes a flicker of something crosses her face, but whatever it was she manages to suppress after only an instant.
Standing there with a dull look upon his face, Roscoe takes another deep breath as if to stabilize himself, and lets his eyes fall to the ground. "No one, I assume." He said, speaking quietly and solemnly. Though he still believed he was more innocent than guilty, he wouldn't hesitate in admitting to the wrongs he had committed against the elk members of the herd. Shaking his head, he grew quieter at the mention of Tix. "Since our fawns were born, Tix and Hotah have been missing as well." The buck said, straying from the conversation a bit. Though, he'd figured that she'd proved her point, and he'd respectfully listened and accepted blame. "After you had gone, Tix was only around semi-frequently. I was the only one left, in a sense. Though.. I should have paid more attention to them, and I apologize."
He apologizes? Well, that makes everything all better, doesn't it? Of course it doesn't! But Niabi decides that she's done poking Roscoe's conscience; what, if anything, comes of it will be up to him now. "I see," she lies, "Well, I've run out of questions and if you don't have anything more to say, then that's that. I won't bring up what happened while I was gone again unless you do." Even as she's saying it she can't quite believe that's really want she wants to say. A large part of her never wants to drop it, ever. But there are more important things to her than making Roscoe feel miserable.
After Niabi dropped the topic, Roscoe didn't say much afterward. In fact, he didn't say anything afterward. He just turned on his hooves and began to walk away. Something wasn't right with him, and it was growing into a concern. Not only could he not sleep even if he felt tired, but his appetite wasn't that great lately, either. Perhaps an infected bug had bitten him? Either way, he was feeling quite ill at the moment, and the talk had only left him in a lesser state as well. Walking slowly and rather clumsily through the maze of trees, twigs, and bushes, Roscoe soon made it to the spot that he had napped in very briefly before, and laid himself down pretty quickly, his eyes closing almost immediately.
When Roscoe turns, apparently having assumed that they're finished, the elk follows him. She is hardly blind to Roscoe's physical state, and in fact that's a small part of what she had in mind of talking about next. When the buck lays down, Niabi comments, "We aren't done. Or did you think that the past is all I wanted to talk to you about?" Perhaps it's a bit heartless of her to want to continue to talk when he's looking like this, but not only does she feel that the rest of what she has to say is important, she's also not very inclined to be nice to him at the moment.
"Niabi, I am done." He says gruffly, keeping his eyes closed throughout. There was no way he was going to sit there and talk to her about other things when he was feeling like this. And if it came down to the point where he had to just ignore her completely, then he would do just that. The buck was in no condition to talk about things that upset him, anyway.
Sighing heavily, Niabi comments, "You are exhausted and possibly sick. But I suppose talking about how the work of running the herd might be better divided so that you have time to take care of yourself is out of the question? After all, that's a luxury that a prince like you doesn't need." Though her words are clearly sarcastic, her tone is completely level as if she believes what she's saying.
As if to make matters worse, now that he did want to sleep, and he did feel tired, and he felt as if he could get some sleep.. he couldn't. Not with Niabi here, still talking to him after he'd said that he was finished. Opening his eyes, he furrowed his brow and shook his head. "The Whitetails are my responsibility." He said seriously, and scoffed a bit. "Their needs come before mine, and if I have to keep watch of this forest until it kills me, then I will." Though, the odds of taking strolls around the forest and losing a few hours of sleep here and there weren't likely to kill him at all.
"Of course the whitetails are your responsibility," Niabi quickly agrees, "Just as the elk are now Ojalo's responsibility. But just because you have the responsibility doesn't mean you have to do it all yourself. You're not expected to sacrifice yourself for the group. One of the prerogatives of a leader is to delegate some of their work onto others; an exhausted leader is useless to everyone. Or can you honestly say that you're in good enough shape to defend the herd if you needed to right now?" Yes, it definitely appears that the elk won't stop talking and the whitetail won't be getting much sleep any time soon.
Over the course of her reply, Roscoe's eyelids had become heavier and heavier, but he couldn't quite fall asleep just yet. Not with her there, talking. But, giving up his reign of the forest wasn't something that he was going to agree to. With his eyes all the way closed, the obviously tired and sickly Prince gave a response that was a lie, but hopefully it would get her to just leave him alone so he could get his rest. "I will have a talk with Chanson soon, then.. later." For a buck who wouldn't even stand to lower his head in the presence of Niabi due to his height, to now laying down and resting his head on the soft bed of leaves that he was curled up neatly on.. well, it as odd.
It's just as well that Roscoe's eyes are closed, because Niabi's control over her temper is slipping and her passive face is suddenly replaced by an angry scowl. She knows just how empty his words are, and can hardly stomach his foolish pride anymore. "Perhaps I ought to do that for you," she says, somehow managing to keep the venom from her voice. If he's even paying any attention, he'd hear her hoofsteps heading out of the glade.
Luckily, Roscoe wasn't paying any attention anymore. He'd dozed off into a weird state of mind that wasn't sleeping but wasn't awake either. It was the limbo-land inbetween, where he thought about how much he needed to sleep. A strong ache in his head was all that was needed to really push him into that sleep, and not long after her hoofsteps faded out of the area, Roscoe was catching up on some much needed Z's.
It isn't more than a handful of minutes before the same set of hoofsteps return. Nudging Roscoe none to gently, Niabi drops a thick, freshly unburied root in front of his nose and says, "Eat this, whatever's ailing you, it will help. Unless, of course, you're above such things." This time her voice is tainted with just the barest trace of her anger, but having said that she walks off again, this time in the direction of the napping Aylen. She doesn't bother to see what Roscoe does about her offering, having just about had it with the buck at this point. Though she still has much to talk to him about, she knows she needs to calm herself first, even if Roscoe were up to talking back.
Concernedly or not, Roscoe doesn't wake at the harsh nudge from Niabi. It would seem that the sleep he fell into was quite deep, and so it should have been. Over the course of the week, it wouldn't have been surprising if he got merely a few hours of sleep, most likely less than five. Scouring the land for any traces of Tix and his son, no doubt. So though the root was placed by him, it would have to wait until the Prince woke from his deep sleep. Which unfortunately, wouldn't be too soon.
It doesn't take Niabi very long to notice that Roscoe didn't wake. What does take a very long time is for her to care. Naturally inclined to be kind to anyone, with the exception of anyone trying to eat her, that is evidence enough of how far Roscoe's slipped in her opinion. And when she finally does care it's not out of concern for him that she lingers nearby, but because of how important he is to the herd itself. But whether the buck is dying or just needs his rest, she can't do anything but keep watch while he's unconscious. But keep watch she does, even though she finds herself asking why nearly the entire time.